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Back Into the Groove

Saturday, August 14th, 2010

School is back in session.  It’s a bittersweet time for me.  I won’t have my little guy around all day, nagging me to do this or do that, make him something to eat that he won’t eat, or play Wii games that he can finish before I can figure out how to work the controller.  But, despite him being in school for a huge portion of the day-I usually have to go to work a few hours after he gets home-I finally have some time to myself where I won’t feel guilty about hibernating in my office to work.  Even though I miss the constant company, it’s a good type of solitude.

I was looking forward to a week of productivity, having a nice few hours to myself and all.  I had a plan (I swear, plans do NOT work in my world, lol) and intended to stick with it.  I don’t know about you, but I often find that the more time you have, the less you get done.  In a sense, it’s like money.  The more you have, the more you spend and you wonder to yourself, “Where the heck is it all going?”

Time.  My intangible dinero.

Here I was, worried my son would be horribly exhausted, moody, and intolerable after his first week back to school.  We’ve worked to get him back into a routine after a summer of slacking in all those “routine” departments:  Bed times, play times, sleep overs, and whathaveyounot’s.  Monday morning comes along and he’s waking me up, sun-shiney smiles and all.  I pick him up from school that afternoon, still all sun-shiney smiles.  Meanwhile, I’m starting to get grumpy.  Second day, I slept through my alarm and wake once more to my son telling me I need to get up or he’ll be late for school. 

That’s been the first school week in a nutshell.  Then add in the first two soccer practices of the season.  He’s still all smiles,even after he kicked a ball into his face and gave himself a bloody nose that had no shut-off valve.  He didn’t even realize he was pouring out that red stuff.  His concern was to go practice. 

Yup, he’s a boy alright. 

Me, on the other hand, will be adding one more cup of coffee to my daily regimen to keep the wheels turning and my body functioning, lol.  I will also have to do some more writing while the sun’s up, otherwise I’ll get nothing done at all, being that nights are filled with yawns and squinted eyes and mindless thoughts and dreams of supersized coffees and more hours and…

You get the idea :)  

In the end, I’ve come to this conclusion:  Six-year-olds don’t need to readjust their schedules.  It’s the parents who need the adjustments.  Going to sleep at 3 in the morning to wake up at 7 doesn’t quite cut the daily sleep requirements all those labs and associations keep talking about.

Sleep?  What’s that again?

I’m often told I need to “take care of myself” more.  My response?  Well, I’m not sacrificing my writing time.  I can’t cut back on my work.  I won’t take my son out of sports.  I do intend to get back into dance.  So, what’s left?  Sleep, and that’s what I’ll sacrifice, lol!

Despite all this talk about sacrificing sleep, I will try to fashion my schedule to meet the norm :) 

Maybe that’s why I love writing paranormal and fantasy romance stories.  The unnatural elements come easy when you’re running on fumes =D

Happy thoughts!

Kara

My “other” blog: The Otherworld: Paranormal and Fantasy Mash

Friday, August 6th, 2010

My new blog that is all about paranormal and fantasy anything! Come over and follow me. www.karawills.blogspot.com

No Longer the Conference Virgin

Monday, August 2nd, 2010

What does that mean, you ask?  I had my very first experience at RWA Nationals!  And I can’t be more thrilled about what I took away from it.

Let me explain one thing to you.  The volume of attendees was incredible.  Despite a rather calm and collect facade I might have been wearing outside, on the inside I was awe-stricken.  So many romance writers, readers, business associates, men.  No, none that I ogled over.  I’m married, remember?  Lol!  But, it was nice to see men who strove to be part of such a community, predominated by women, and I give them a boat-load of credit!  And a few martinis :)

Now, I’ve been to conferences before.  Mostly full-day workshops and such.  Nothing this intense.  This awesome!  I met so many aspiring authors, so many well-established authors.  I listened to Nora Roberts and Jayne Ann Krentz speak for my first time and all I have to say is wow!  What an inspiration those two are!  I sat in on a workshop being given by a publishing house I dream to be part of.  I listened to an agent I hope to, someday, be contracted with.  I mingled with friends, made new friends, and learned, learned, learned. 

I learned that even I can tire of eating chicken three days in a row.  Damn, is that a feather in my hair?

No one knows everything about the business because it is always changing, as three very successful agents stated.  And they know the business.  They’re living it every day.

Promo and publicity is more than posting excerpts to loops or handing out bookmarks.  It’s about interacting with readers and writers, and supporting others in your field of business.  And with that, I’m going to make an early NYE resolution.  I am going to post to my blog once a week, and you might find something funny, something business related, something completely out there-as my mind often is, lol!-at any given point.

Also, don’t be shy.  Friend me on Facebook and learn what’s going on with me…almost daily, lol.  Follow me on Twitter.  I’m there when I’m not on FB.

What else is there aside of workshops, inspirational speeches, bumping into one of your favorite authors and missing another at a signing?  Uh, books!  Tons and tons of books!  Yes, I have three piles of brand new books sitting in my office.  Most by authors I’m not familiar with.  This conference opened doors to people, ideas and strategies I never imagined, and I can’t wait to indulge in these books.  I can’t wait to find a new author to brag to my friends and co-workers about.

Hell, I can’t wait to implement all my new knowledge in my own work!

And who would ever give up the opportunity to chat with friends over a glass of wine, martini or other drink?  Recapping what you learned through the day with each other, sharing your exciting experiences with those who you’ve connected with?

Not I!

Lunch, dinner, drinks.  Wonderful camaraderie, wonderful stories. 

One bit of advice.  When you’re planning to be on your feet, triple think your choice of foot attire, lol!  

I love shoes, love heels.  I brought all heels and one pair of Old Navy flip flops that ended up in my conference bag as back up for the third and fourth day of conference.  Now, my feet can take a beating, but tile floors and walking up and down between three floors, down hallways and into other worlds, it’s taxing even for me.  So, those flip flops came in handy at the end of the day when I had to make my journey back to my car with a huge bag of books, tons of new information swimming in my head, and the need for food pressing on me.

But I love my heels!  And, yes, I plan on wearing heels at the next conference, with my loyal back-ups in place :)

To top off the weekend:  The RITA dinner.  Now this is what every writer dreams of, including myself.  I’ll admit it.  I hope, one day, to be a finalist for a RITA.  What an honor!  The awards ceremony was fabulous!  The winners of both the Golden Hearts and the RITAs, congratulations!  Well, well, well deserved!  All that hard work, dedication and perseverance paid off! 

And for dinner?  You guessed it (plucking another feather from my head).  Chicken.

So, after an incredible five days of fun and learning, I can no longer say I’m an RWA Nationals Conference virgin. 

Hugs!

Kara

A New Review for The Gala Lover!

Tuesday, July 6th, 2010

There are a few great ways to wake up in the morning.  Getting hugs and kisses from my son.  Getting more hugs and kisses and I love you’s from my son.  More and more…

Yep, he’s a mush. 

I love waking up on the weekend when my husband is still home, knowing we’ll be able to spend some time together.  I love the smell of fresh brewed coffee waiting for me to stumble out of bed, walk into a few walls, and finally reach that pot with only minor bumps and bruises.  I love anticipating a fun day.

I love opening my email and finding a great, upbeat review!

Happily Ever After Reviews made my morning today.  Swing by and check out this fabulous review from LynnMarie for my short fantasy/scifi romance story, The Gala Lover.  And don’t forget to pick up your copy of this fast read!

http://hea-reviews.blogspot.com/2010/07/review-gala-lover-by-kara-wills.html

Hugs!

Kara

The Tree of Life: Visions and Branches…and Leafy Craziness

Tuesday, July 6th, 2010

At the beginning of this year, I set goals for myself.  Achievable goals, such as writing a bunch of publishable stories and books, making more time for myself and my family, travel a little more, relax a little more, live life a little more.  Not too shabby, eh?

Ha!

Looking back, I wonder if time is set against me this year, lol!  I swear I’ve never had more difficulty trying to achieve my goals as I have this year.  Last year, I completed four full length novels (over 100k each) and was over half way through the 5thby midnight, NYE.  It seemed I spent more time with my family, doing fun and exciting things.  Heck, we hit Disney World several times-I have a severe weakness for the Food and Wine (wine, wine, wine) Festival =D.  Although we didn’t travel, we did more things around the area.

So far this year, I’ve completed one, yes uno, story.  A short story.  I have six pieces in the mix as we speak, non of which are done.  I seem to be working far more now than I had last year, and not in regards to writing.  My son begs me to stay home and do fun, special things with him, and that seems to be increasing daily.  We have travel plans, but my first trip this year consisted of a single full day in Indianapolis with two days of traveling to and from.  I am seriously looking forward to the cruise we have planned the end of this year.

Now, looking at the jumbled mess that was supposed to be a strategic plan to attack this year, I had to ask myself one important question: What do I want to accomplish by the end of this year?

Simple, really.  I want to have a polished manuscript in to an agent and possibly accepted.  Furthermore, I want to see that manuscript in a NY editor’s hand.  I think it’s what all writers want.  Now, how do I go about doing this?

Well, after switching between a novella and a few other novels, I was smacked in the brain with an incredible idea for an entirely new book.  (I am forever grateful for an overactive muse, even if it causes some, uh, confusion :) )  In a matter of a month, I literally purged over fifty thousand words into this story, and I absolutely love it.  Whether or not others feel the same remains to be seen, until I submit it, lol!

I learned one important lesson in this time.  I’ve been so concerned with putting out new material that I’ve been writing to write, and not writing for the love of telling a story.  Many writers, and any hobbyist who turns what they love into a source of income or a career, can probably relate to this transition.  When what you love becomes your job, many fear they will not love it as much.  I definitely beg to differ, since I still love writing with all the passion I can muster.  There are different mind frames, though.  I learned to separate myself from tracking my sales, concerning myself about ranking, all those little branches that takes time away from writing and can really affect performance if something takes a turn for the, well, not so good.  I’m very pleased with all the wonderful reviews I’ve received for all of my work.  It reminds me daily that I can produce a story that can be enjoyed by readers world wide.  I can’t let my sales, my rank, press me to finish something for the sake of finishing it. 

I want to produce quality stories each time, and if it takes a little longer to do it, I’ll be happy knowing I didn’t settle for anything less than what I believe is enjoyable.  After all, my readers dictate my success, and for them, I am forever grateful!  I do have completely manuscripts I’ve been sitting on, two of which were completely last year.  I’m just making sure they’re what my readers would love to pick up and lose themselves in.

As far as my goals, I think I can still achieve most of them.  My family will always come first.  My writing is a very close, on-the-heels, second.  So, between soccer practices, football practices, games, meetings, work both day and night, writing, traveling and all the other goodies I pack into my days, I will get my novels and novellas done.  I will be happy with what I turn in, knowing it’s something that came from my heart, and not just from my fingers.  And, I will strive for that NY contract that I dream about nightly.

Remember, don’t be afraid to dream because they come true every day!

Hugs!

Kara

I’ve Been Interviewed…

Tuesday, May 25th, 2010

…at Molly’s Musing today!  Head over to find out a little more about me and my writing :)

http://mjdaniels.blogspot.com/2010/05/terrific-tuesday-with-kara-wills.html

Be sure to leave a comment :)

Hugs!

Kara

New Release! The Gala Lover

Wednesday, May 19th, 2010

The Gala Lover is my latest release from Pink Petal Books.  I received this contract in conjuction with Avoid Writer’s Hell (if you haven’t signed up, you must!  There’s a ton of valuable information and plenty of friendly chatter at the sister group, Avoid Writer’s Hell Chatters.  They are both Yahoo groups).  I’m so thrilled to have the opportunity to join the Pink Petal Books team!

Well, here it is.  The Gala Lover is a short story (just over 15,000 words), sci-fi/fantasy/futuristic romance.  It’s light erotic, so be prepared for some heat, hehe.  I thoroughly enjoyed creating this story and hope to have a second working up soon :)

The Gala Lover

by Kara Wills

GalaLover_200http://pinkpetalbooks.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=26&products_id=100

Blurb:

Aisia Alistare stands as the last hope for the survival of the human race. Her duty as Nyne is to bond and mate, but the only man she can see herself with was taken from her six years earlier by the gods’ revered warriors: The Gala.

Jericho Geordineous can’t believe his luck when his latest mission, to bring an assassin to justice, lands him in the same room as Aisia. For years he believed her dead after her planet was destroyed by the Nyne assassin. Unwilling to let her slip through his fingers again, he resolves to keep her bonding ceremony from taking place.

Jericho and Aisia reignite their lost love, but someone is keeping a close watch on the two. The Nyne assassin has one more family to destroy, leaving the human race unprotected from the gods.

Can the reunion of Jericho and Aisia withstand the powerful evil determined to ruin them both?

Excerpt:

Kanya lifted her skirt and hurried from the room, carelessly bouncing off the commander as he entered.

The reptilian curl of Varek’s mouth grew, as did the inferno of hunger in his eyes. Nothing could calm the hint of menace feeding those black flames. How did anyone see him swoon-worthy?

“Well, well. I see we have a small dilemma to overcome,” Varek said, dark humor twining through his voice. Aisia took one determined step back as he reached for her hands.

“I would consider my dislike of you more than a small dilemma…sir,” Aisia corrected. In one swift motion, Varek snagged hold of her arms and yanked her to him. She struggled to free herself from his iron grip only to succeed in having him zap her with a hint of magic, leaving her skin hot where his hands touched her. She sneered, “I don’t care who you are or what power you wield over our races, I don’t like you. Nor will I grow to like you.”

Varek twisted her arms behind her back and crushed her flush against his body. “You poor, jaded creature.”

Aisia bit back the urge to scream. Fighting a man with his strength and power was foolish. He just proved he held no respect for the laws forbidding a sorcerer to use magic on any Nyne.

Bile rose in the back of her throat. Oh Gods, this could not be her destiny. It could not!

Aisia turned her face away as he leaned in. His bristled beard scratched the delicate flesh of her cheek. His hot breath drew a path to her ear, and his lips brushed over her lobe.

“Dislike me all you wish. Come morning, you will belong to me. Your father has agreed to a marriage contract and his signature is binding.” His calloused hand slid along the column of her throat, his thumb caressing her bottom lip. Aisia squeezed her eyes shut, silently begging the gods for him to retract his agreement and leave. “Have you forgotten your duty to the human race? With every other Nyne having been killed by assassins, your becoming my mate is crucial for the humans to survive. Without a child of your Nyne bloodline, war will be waged and Earth shall be destroyed.”

Aisia’s breath ceased. The chilling reality of her situation came back to light. This marriage was one of convenience, not love. She had to protect the humans from becoming extinct, which meant sacrificing her hope for true love to prevent a catastrophic, intergalactic war.

That was her duty as the last of the Nyne.

Opening her eyes, she searched for something to focus on besides Varek. Her gaze landed on her future mate’s commander, posed beside the closed doors like an elaborate leather-and-steel clad statue.

Aisia’s heart skipped. No. It couldn’t be possible.

“You wouldn’t want to watch the homeland of your ancestors blow to nothing but a mass of space rock would you?”

Varek’s question echoed in her mind, but she couldn’t tear her gaze from the man standing a dozen feet away. The golden hues of his hair glittered beneath a sliver of sunlight pouring through the windows. Time had not grayed the angelic strands. The godlike perfection of his sun-kissed complexion was marred by a single scar over his left cheek. His strong jaw twitched, the only movement the man exhibited. Even the blues of his crystalline eyes contained a cool disassociation that did little to ease the suddenly sick flutter in her stomach.

Varek tightened his grip on her wrist.

“You will submit to me Aisia. This is the only warning I’ll grant you. As my rightful mate, you will do as I say. I do not take lightly to a woman’s inconsiderate tongue,” he said.

Aisia couldn’t be bothered arguing with him. Not while his commander weakened her at the knees and cast a haze through her mind. Her gaze dropped to his folded arms. The broad width of his muscular shoulders shocked her. He had been a moderately built young man last she remembered. Now he stood a solid and powerfully built soldier, worthy of fighting for the gods.

Black ink created a magnificent design that scrawled over his arms, but her attention soon moved to his wrist.

A sigh escaped her before she could swallow it down. Every muscle in her body relaxed, if only for a moment.

Not mated. Every member of the Gala wore a golden wrist cuff as a sign of their allegiance to the gods. A second band would have been placed above the first had he been mated.

If he had not been mated off to some unworthy high priestess, why didn’t he appear happier to be here? Why did he stare at her like she was a stranger? A commoner undeserving of his attention?

Could Kanya be right and he not remember her?

“Will you comply with my demands, or should we begin with a lesson in acceptable wife behavior?” Varek growled. This time, his biting tone snapped her out of her trance. She leaned back and caught his eyes.

“Try me, you bastard. No one controls me. Not even you,” she said. Poison coated her words, pouring from the confusion and anger welling in her soul. “I am not your wife yet. You will not dare lay a finger on me. I’m sure your commander wouldn’t allow it.”

“That Gala will do nothing unless I command it of him.”

“Since when do the gods assign anyone of human or Merodian blood their own personal Gala escort? They are soldiers to the gods, not to us.”

Varek’s smile melted into a scowl. Aisia cocked her head in a show of defiance. She dared not look over his shoulder. No. Varek couldn’t suspect his assigned Gala was her long lost Jericho. If he ever discovered their past, he would surely condemn his commander to death.

“Release me before I call my guards and have you escorted from my sight,” Aisia warned. She tugged her arms. “Now.”

“You’d be wise not to forget what I said.” The glowing black flames in his eyes smoldered. “Ia.”

“It’s Aisia to you.”

“For another twenty-four hours.” Varek released her wrists and stepped back with his arms extended to either side of him. He bowed, the glowering malice in his eyes searing her with Hade’s promise of what would come. “I expect to see you for midday meal. Do not disappoint me.”

Varek straightened and spun on his heels. The Gala opened a door for him as he stormed from the room. Aisia’s strength failed, and her façade shattered. She began to approach the Gala. Nothing, not even a spark of recognition, reflected in his eyes as they lingered on her.

“Jericho? Is that really you?” she whispered. Her fingers knotted under her chin. Tears flooded her eyes. Pain bolted through her heart, ripping open weak scars. The Gala blinked, then turned and left the room in Varek’s wake.

Aisia’s knees buckled and failed. She sunk to the cold marble floor, tears flowing freely down her cheeks. He may not have answered her, but she saw it a split second before he left. A flash of recognition.

She had a reason to fight for her freedom and cling to her fast-fading hope.

Jericho lived.

Destined Desires, Talaenian Fae 2 – Chapter 1

Sunday, April 25th, 2010
 

KARA WILLS

Copyright © 2009

 

 

 

 

 

Chapter 1

 

The nightmare began when he woke. The dream lay in a nightmare he never wanted to leave.

It tugged and pulled and played constantly in his mind.

Bryce Hampton sat up in bed and stared blankly at the stark red numbers mocking him as his alarm sounded with the voices of an early morning talk show. His hand throbbed. His hand always throbbed when he rose from one of his tragic dreams. The only reason he wished never to wake was because of her, the woman he loved in those secret moments of his subconscious life. A woman he believed, from as early as he could remember, to be nothing more than an angel of his imagination.

The dreams never changed.  They brimmed with joy, love, torment and terror. He woke with cold sweat beading along his forehead. Fear racked through him. Fear of leaving her and never feeling the gentle touch of her fingers against his lips. Fear of never hearing her soft, musical voice whisper her love for him.

The shrill ring of his cell phone jolted him worse than a bat smacking the back of his head. He shot to his feet, fingers grappling in the electronic mess on his nightstand. He cussed when his toe cracked against the leg of the damned piece of furniture, his fingers wrapping around the cell. Sucking in a deep breath, forcing the pain to ebb and the stars to dim from his vision, he connected the call. A fogged glance at the taunting clock made his brow furrow.

“’Ullo?” He cleared the sleep from his throat when he heard how crummy he sounded and tried again. “Hello?”

“Hey babe. You’re running late for work. Thought I’d call to see if you’re out the door. I wanted to stop by the store and have some coffee with you. Oh, and I’ll swing by during your lunch. I want to show you the colors I’ve decided on for the wedding.”

Kate.

Christ.

Bryce pinched his forehead between his thumb and pointer finger. He squeezed his eyes shut.

“You’re calling me at seven to tell me you figured out the colors for our wedding. Are you nuts?” he grumbled.

“Hey, grouch,” Kate snapped. “It’s not my fault you decided to stay out until three with the boys over cocktails and football yap. By the sound of it, you should be thanking me for waking you up.”

Bryce growled, tempted to toss his phone out the window, crawl back into bed, and conjure up a pleasant scene from his dream.

“Anyhow, I’ll be stopping by with Michelle. I need a third-party opinion about some things we need to discuss—”

“Kate, why are we talking about a wedding we have no date for? What’s the rush? I certainly don’t care to hear it when I need to be jumping in the shower. ’Kay?” The silence that met Bryce’s ear resounded with Kate’s displeasure. Oh, hell. This was going to be a wonderful day. Just fucking peachy. “I gotta go. And don’t storm into my store if I’m busy. I don’t need another talkin’ to from Mae.”

“That old hag can deal if I need to speak with you. Everyone knows who my father is. She won’t yell at you over me.”

“Don’t hide behind your father’s position as judge. I don’t hide behind my father’s position as mayor,” Bryce groaned. He brushed a lock of hair from his cheek and began to pull a pair of pants and a collared Polo shirt from his closet.

“What the hell is your problem today?”

“If I called you at three in the morning, when I got home, to talk football and party plans for the next big game, would you be thrilled to discuss it with me? No. Didn’t think so.” He draped his clothes over a plush chair and stepped into the bathroom. So much for dreaming. “I’ll talk to you later.”

“Bryce, don’t hang up. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean—”

“Didn’t mean to call and wake me up with wedding plans. Yeah, it’s becoming a regular routine. Listen, Kate. Take a step back from it, okay? You’re stressing out about a wedding with an indefinite date, indefinite guest list, and indefinite details. I’ll talk to you later.”

He hung up without waiting for Kate to respond. He dropped the cell on the sink counter and leaned on the dark-veined marble top. He shut his eyes, his head lowered, hair tumbling over his forehead and cheeks. He thought. He imagined. He wondered. What would it have been like? If his dream spoke more than what he believed, what would she have been like?

Rihanna.

The same name as the woman he spoke to at a club more than five months ago who became a fleeting promise. Nevertheless, her face burned into his memory. He couldn’t overlook the similarities between the real angel and his dream angel. They both had the same thick mane of midnight hair and unusual rainbow eyes. The same—yes—ears. Even the voice of the real Rihanna had sounded like the music in his dreams. She remained the reason for his late night excursions with his buddies, haunting all the local clubs and bars and pubs. Ever searching.

Never finding.

Bryce turned his face to the mirror. The breath of morning filtering through his windows provided the only light. The fiery glow highlighted the evidence of his pain etched in the creases of his forehead and the pull of his frown. A pain based solely in the hopes of a dream.

His hand continued to throb against the cold marble. He turned his palm skyward. A blind sweep of his gaze over his hand showed nothing but the thoughts of his dream and the memories of the night at the club. Upon more focused inspection, he saw the mark, red and swollen. His mother said he was born with the mark, which resembled a healed gash from pointer finger to heel. An unusual skin defect or a scar with no nerve damage or health risks, surgery was never an option. Just a simple mark that throbbed every morning he woke from a dream of the woman.

“Maybe, someday, this will all make sense,” he murmured to the mark on his hand. “Maybe, someday, I’ll know why.”

 

* * * *

 

“You’re late,” Mae pointed out, her magnified brown eyes turning toward the clock behind her. She scrunched her face, pushing the glasses higher on the bridge of her hooked nose. “Again, might I add.”

Bryce watched the elderly woman walk away from the pharmacy counter, a scowl pressing to show on his mouth. His first customer of the day exchanged a glance between him and the store manager. Her brows lifted in a short gesture of exasperation before pulling a credit card from her wallet. Bryce took a calming breath before shedding his most appeasing smile on his customer.

“She forgot her cup of joe this morning, huh?” the woman commented softly. As deep as the desire burned to agree with her, he simply chuckled in response. “I’m picking up a prescription for Duboski.”

Bryce retrieved the woman’s bag, rang her up, and turned his attention to filling the prescriptions already called in by local physicians. Into his third order, his morning hit the top of the Officially Ruined list when Kate interrupted him, bearing a cup of coffee from Starbucks and a spring-sweet smile. Bryce forced a counter smile, despite his lack of any remote happiness in seeing his fiancée. In the brief moments he took to compose himself and finish his order, he thought back to a time when he would have given anything to see Kate all hours of the day.

Then he bumped into Rihanna at a club the night after he proposed to Kate, and everything changed. He felt like a shell of a man. No joy. No pride. He was just another human being, moving through the motions on a daily basis. Kate’s professional attire did little to draw his attention. The brilliant flash of her engagement ring against the fluorescent lamps overhead made his stomach flop, a ten-thousand dollar ring with a carat and a half stone as the centerpiece. Picking it out was easy. Giving it to her was easy.

Now, it just didn’t feel right.

Bryce laid aside the finished order and met Kate on the opposite side of the counter. She handed him the coffee with a chaste kiss against his mouth. She had styled her asymmetrically-cut brown hair the way he used to like it, with the addition of two diamond hair clips holding back her chin-length layers from the right side of her face. She wore a pair of pearl earring he had given her as a Christmas present two years earlier, along with a matching necklace around her slender throat. She stood a whole foot shorter than him, even with her three-inch pumps on. Then again, he stood at six-three, a little taller than average.

“Thanks for the coffee. I have a feeling I’ll be needing it today,” Bryce finally said. Kate shrugged, her rouge lips pursed.

“Daddy would like your parents to come by for dinner tonight. What time do you get off work, sweetie?” Kate asked. She put on her most innocent face, one that caused most men to drop to the floor and do anything she asked. Fortunately, Bryce had built up immunity to her antics.

“I’m here all day until my work is done.”

“Honey, you can’t possibly be here later than six. Daddy would be so disappointed.”

“I’m sure Daddy would understand his future son-in-law working to support his daughter. Wouldn’t you?” Bryce asked, lifting the coffee to his mouth. As he let the shock of the strong liquid burn down his throat, he glanced Kate over once.  She seldom wore skirt suits like the one she had on now, taking preference to pantsuits. She flushed despite the lack of emotion behind his casual trek. “Meeting?”

“I’ll be helping our mothers with this latest case. The D.A. is stopping in with the evidence requested by your mother. So here I am, all dressed up to sit in the office. What time is your lunch?”

“It depends.”

“We can go over to Nikki’s and pick up a sandwich. Is that okay?”

“Sure. Let me get back to work. Mae had a meeting with the Punisher today. I have a feeling I’ll be under the hawk’s eyes until she retires,” Bryce said, lowering his voice. Kate snorted, an unflattering sound for a law student to make. Bryce shrugged. “Thanks again for the jolt. I’ll call you later.”

Kate shared one more kiss with him before adjusting her suit jacket and hurrying out of the store, nearly barreling down Bryce’s assistant. Mindy reeled around toward Kate and sneered, shaking her head as his fiancée went on her way as if she did nothing wrong.

“Your woman there needs to watch where she’s going. No offense,” Mindy said as she walked past him and tucked her purse in a small cubby under the counter. “One day, she’s gonna slam into her worst enemy.”

Without a word, Bryce agreed. That’s Kate. Nose-turned-up-to-the-world Kate.

“You know Bryce. You’re such a nice guy. Why do you put up with it?” Mindy asked, signing in and straightening the small mess around the register from the closing shift the night prior. The young woman was in her early twenties, spunky and true to herself. She didn’t dye her mousy hair or apply tons of makeup. She had a rounder figure, and didn’t care. She was genuinely happy and confident. Something, Bryce realized, he lost shortly after Kate took over his life.

“She’s not that bad,” Bryce covered lamely. He rounded the counter and joined Mindy at the register. “She has her days.”

“Keep telling yourself that and you’ll end up on the statistics chart for the greater divorced America.” Mindy shrugged. “But, it’s none of my business.”

 

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Forbidden Heart, Talaenian Fae 1 ~ Prologue, Chapter One, Rated-R

Sunday, April 25th, 2010

KARA WILLS

Copyright © 2009

Prologue

Ireland, 1809

Women.

His weakness. His passion.

Ultimately, it brought about his curse.

The hour was late. No moon hung from the dark carpet of sky. No diamonds set in the backdrop of night.

The village streets sang with life and vibrancy—they always did—despite the chill that whispered of danger. The streetlamps flickered and glowed with its ominous firelight. Pubs were loud and vivacious with riled customers, frustrated gamblers and heady drunks. Ales and cheap whiskey scented the storefronts. Village whores played on the streets, sifting through the maze of sex-primed pub men to make their minimal wages at any cost.

His guilty pleasure. Human women. He loved their company. Loved their trades. Loved their imperfections. Talaenian women painted a portrait of perfection. Each female looked frighteningly like the next. He loved the diversity of humans, and preferred humans over his own kind any night of the week.

That very reason brought him to the village on this particular eve. An aching hunger to ravish a human woman—or four, as it turned out—with pleasures hard to come by. And, of course, their willingness to give him pleasure in return.

“Good sir. ’Tis the likes of men, such as yourself, that bring sin upon us,” one of his luscious companions whispered against his ear. Her large bosoms pressed into his arm against the constraints of her bodice. Her slender fingers rolled circles over his chest as another woman’s tongue traced the cuts of his abdomen. Two lovely younglings kissed one another at the foot of the inn’s bed, tantalizing his desires as they torturously undressed one another. Sweet goddess. How the world changed every few decades. Women now were not nearly as conservative and reformed as only a century before.

He reached up to touch the woman who just whispered against his ear. She giggled with a hint of innocence, but her eyes glowed with the knowledge of a superior lover. A ruin in the minds of society, but she held much promise for a man during the night.

The two younglings turned their attention upon him. One tugged at his trousers. The other dipped her head to taste him just as the woman lapping his abdomen went for him. The two collided in a twill of tongues around his erection. He dropped his head against the pillows and groaned. His mind swirled with the onset of ecstasy, thoughts incomplete. No thoughts made sense. He gave into the pleasure, taking his hunger to the neck of the lover at his head. He kissed her neck, suckled here, nipped there. His hands tore into her dress, loosening the laces of her stays enough to reach her heavy breasts and knead his fingers against the fleshy mounds. He groped and squeezed as the two women kissed each other with him caught between their feverish battle. He blindly searched for the hem of the woman’s skirts, who moaned in response to his rough approach. She lifted her breasts to his face and he eagerly tugged on one pearled nipple with his teeth. Pleasure. Sin. Bliss. All at his beck and call. Four fallen angels taking to him like starved children. And he felt mindless in their company. He felt tongues and fingers, moist heat and heavy breasts.

A fierce explosion of thunder shook the old inn.

Lightning lit up the sky just beyond the windows. He saw the white lash against his closed eyelids, a gargle, a gasp. The twined tongues about his staff stiffened, then left him cold. His eyes peeled open, half expecting to see one of the women climbing over him.

A devil!” the woman at his side growled. She stared at him through wide eyes before she slumped against him. She lay there, her face beside his, staring at him, eyes distant and dead.

The flames in the fireplace jumped. Their radiant curls licked high into the chimney. Blue and purple ribbons lashed out at him then drew back into the hearth. Another shriek of thunder rattled the walls and the electric glow of lightning cast ominous shadows along the crevices of the room. He closed his eyes tight and willed the woman at his side to be nothing more than a bad dream.

They remained. He felt the weight of their bodies lying around him. He felt the heat of the woman at his side as Death led her from the living. All four of them. Never had a room been filled with such horror as he felt now. The weight of fear pressed heavily against his chest. Slowly, he pushed up on his elbows. His eyes locked with the near-naked figures slumped at his waist. Each one with eyes trained on him in terror and hatred. They accused him in death. They marked him a guilty man with their silence.

Panic clenched at him with icy fingers, springing him from the bed. He pulled up his trousers as he shuffled backwards, away from the scene that lay before him. His eyes beheld the impossible. His mind could not fathom the horror of it. Never, in all his years of bed play, had this ever happened. Oh, sweet goddess, what has happened?

Four women. Dead.

As he stared in estranged disbelief, he questioned himself again and again. He had been mindless in pleasure, but his power remained leashed. Had he created this? Had he become so engulfed in his pleasure that he somehow released a lashing of power upon these innocents?

No. It wasn’t him. He did not cause—

A rumble of thunder sparked a new spray of lightning bolts upon the earth. His thoughts silenced, panic overwhelming. What am I to do?

The fire leaped in the fireplace again. The flames extended into the room, hellish arms grappling for him. They subsided just as quickly. This time, the fireplace grew dark. The flames withered into embers, then nothing more than a soot-gray curl of smoke.

“What have you done, Shaye?”

The female voice pierced him like hot iron stakes. His attention spun to the woman who stood in the shadows of the room across the way. Amber orbs observed him, then turned towards the display contorted over the bed like a madman’s sculpture of Dante’s presumptuous Hell.

“Daeanna, there is an explanation for this. I am not capable of committing such an act,” he muttered. The angelic woman turned to him, a cross grin pursed against her lips. Her eyes glowed with the fire she stole from the room. Her gold-spun hair rippled against an unseen breeze, curling around her waist and her arms. She slowly approached him, her sheath of golden silk hugging the beauty and perfection of her body. She held herself every inch a princess, daughter to Dagda—the man who would execute him personally for bringing death upon these four innocent humans.

“Surely you can explain how four human women end up dead in your pleasure bed. Shaye, this is serious. Our laws will condemn you and your punishment will be death at sunrise.”

Shaye shook his head. He lowered his eyes to the hands held in front of him. Hands that loved the feel of flesh. Hands that caressed and stroked. Hands that could never bring such a heinous demise upon four innocent souls. He abided all the laws of Fae. Talaenians held humans with great respect and regard, more so than their Tuatha de Danann cousins. He had power, and great power at that. Pleasure could never bring forth such a negative energy. Could it? The more he tried to remember, the harder he tried to think about the moments preceding this catastrophe, the faster they faded in a haze. His thoughts slipped and he could not grasp them tightly enough to hold on to them.

“Thinking will not help you now, Shaye. An impetuous crime has been committed. Dagda will be calling for your attention in Court. Best come with me. Perhaps…I can propose a tempting bargain. After all, our king is my father. And my father will hear my argument.”

“I will not be held in your debt for a crime I could not have possibly committed,” Shaye murmured uncertainly. He combed his fingers through his hair. “It wasn’t me.”

“Lest you devise a suitable explanation, you will face the wrath of my father for all Court to witness. Come. We haven’t much time.”

 

Chapter 1

New Jersey, Present Day

Sunlight pours through the emerald leaves over her head like liquid amber, sensuous arms cocooning around her. Warming her. Protecting her. The air smells of sweet flowers and crisp water, the earth beneath her feet, soft, velvety. Beauty surrounds her. Magic. Her lips curl in a permanent smile that brings forth her inner joy in a quiet giggle. Beauty. Magic. She feels the stories come alive. She hears the harmonious melodies of ancient lore. She sees the work of those who produce the fruits of the land. Untainted by humans.

Magic.

There is something in the air around her that speaks that single word in the elements. No voice, but a feeling. She is being watched. Observed. It warms her further. Warms her to know she stands in a land filled with culture and myths and there is no doubting any of it. All is real.

And she is given this special insight to the truth. She stands in the thralls of trust…

“Hey, girl. I think you need a larger coffee.”

Moira’s attention broke away from the marbled tabletop and lifted to her friend. Rae Hathaway dropped two plates with pastries on the table next to the caramel macchiato Moira cupped between her finger tips. She took a seat next to Moira and handed her a fork. Moira thanked her.

“Where were you? Vegas? Fiji? Back in Ireland?” Rae teased, brushing away a wispy lock of raven hair from her eyes. “Damn, girl, you need to take me away with you.”

“I offered to take you to Ireland last month, but you declined. To chase after Tristan, might I add.” Moira lifted a brow at her friend before stabbing into her pound cake. With the cake at her lips, she added, “Apparently, it wasn’t worth missing the trip, huh?”

“Tristan has his eyes on you. He made that abundantly clear before I told him I accepted the idea of being a one-night stand.”

Moira coughed, hardly able to hold her cake in her mouth at this news. Rae shrugged. The corner of her mouth twisted into a mischievous grin. “I made sure the goods held up to standard. I would never allow you a man that is not worthy of your time, despite your ongoing childhood friendship with him. Not after that bastard Vick turned to Nellie for some lovin’. I still can’t believe that ass. Doesn’t he care about Chase?”

“Chase will be that much better without Vick’s influences. I don’t want my son turning into a womanizer.” Moira sighed. The last thing she wanted to talk about was her cheating ex. The man took the two weeks she spent in Ireland to lure another woman into her bed. She just happened to find out when she spoke with Chase. Her poor four-year-old didn’t know what to make of the strange woman he saw his father making strange noises with. Well, Moira helped give Vick a head start out the door. She thanked God for the rain that day. It gave her an extra boost of satisfaction as each piece of Armani and Ralph Lauren became saturated with mud as it lay over the front yard until he returned home from work.

“How’s Chase doing? I don’t see much of him now that he’s in school, doing all his little boy things,” Rae said, picking apart the cinnamon roll with her acrylic nails.

“He’s fine. Once in a while, he asks me where Vick is then it’s forgotten. I’ve been trying to keep his mind off the incident. Vick never could handle a kid well. His patience was not the most impressive.”

“He’s just a bastard ass that needs to eat some swamp scum and pray he doesn’t die from it.” Rae scowled. Her dark eyes glared at Moira from beneath thick lashes. “If I ever hear you talking about taking him back, I’ll feed you the swamp scum personally.”

“First time, shame on him. Second, shame on me. I learned my lesson, on all accounts. I just wish I had the nerve to toss him out years ago.”

“Tristan will be happy to take your mind off things.”

“Tristan is a great friend.”

“So am I.”

“And I would never date you, Rae,” Moira stated. She smiled again. Rae laughed.

“Girl, you’re not my type. Besides, you and Tristan would be so cute together. Chase gets along with him, and he loves Chase. I mean, what could possibly be wrong? You and Vick played on the teeter-totter for a while. I’ve seen the way you look at Tristan now and again. There’s no harm in dabbling.”

“Dabbling? I don’t have time to dabble in anything. I have my son. I have my job and school. Tell me when I have time to dabble.”

“Let Tristan tutor you,” Rae suggested. She popped a piece of the slain roll in her mouth. Moira wiped her fingers on a napkin and took a sip of her coffee. The initial sip shocked her with the strength of espresso, but it felt good going down. The jolt to her nerves helped shake the stresses of her breakup from her mind, for the moment.

“I can’t get involved with anyone right now. I need to worry about other things, like my mortgage. I may have to sell the house. I can’t pull it on my own. Vick was the bread winner while I went back to school. And I won’t ask my mother to help me out. Besides, the house is a little big for Chase and me.”

“Well, perhaps if you get a guy in there, it’ll be just the right size.”

Moira shook her head and sat back in the chair. She took another bite of her cake. Beyond the comforting aroma of brewing coffee and tinted windows of the coffee shop, the rain splattered over the pavement. Cars sped through puddles on the road beyond. The clouds, swollen and gray, showed no sign of breaking for the sun. Moira glanced at her watch. Ten minutes to go until she needed to return to work, and she dreaded the passage of the short time. She took up a position at Macy’s to cover the costs she incurred from Vick’s absence. Boring and monotonous, it paid little and worked through to her nerves, but Chase’s welfare remained her priority, whatever the cost to her. At least her mother offered her hand in watching Chase when he wasn’t in school.

“Hey, earth to Moira,” Rae interrupted. Moira raised her eyes to her friend’s. Rae’s hand covered her own in a sincere gesture. “I’m your best friend. I love you like a sister. I will do anything I can to help you out. Things will be just fine. If you need money, let me know. I can spare it.”

Rae, the daughter to a prominent cardio surgeon and an interior designer, took after her mother’s design creativity. She quickly followed in her extremely successful shoes. At twenty-eight, Rae had her own luxurious townhouse in the prestigious Montville, a brand new 5-series BMW and a wallet worth envying. Moira, well, she took a step back from her management position at a four-star restaurant to return to school, and retail.

Among all the trials of her life came her secret pleasure: Her love for stories, fiction and beauty. The gems that made up the rich culture of special places in the world, Ireland being her list topper.

“Nah. You know how I get with that stuff,” Moira finally said. She forced a grin. “I’ll keep your offer in mind, just in case.”

“Let me give you a hand this month. It’s the least I can do, really.”

Moira motioned to Rae’s destroyed cinnamon roll. She took a deep drink of her macchiato.

“You killed that thing. Would you like me to get you a fork?”

“It wasn’t as good as usual.”

“If you’re around tonight, stop by. I promised Chase we would watch movies and have popcorn and ice cream sundaes. For now, chat time is over. I need to get back to work.” Moira pushed back her chair and climbed to her feet. Rae sat back and crossed her arms over her chest as Moira gathered her purse and car keys. She shot Rae a full smile, though she didn’t quite feel so cheery. “I’m not allowing Vick to take Chase for a while. It’s bad enough the poor child doesn’t understand why his father brought another woman into the house.”

“I’ll be by. I think you need the break. Not just Chase.” Rae tipped her head to the side and narrowed her eyes. Moira felt the scrutinizing gaze, but ignored her friend’s concern.

“I’ll be home after seven. See you later.”

Moira grabbed her macchiato and hurried out of the coffee shop. A sharp glance at her watch assured she would be late returning to work. A sudden tingle, beginning at the base of her neck and creeping along her spine, mocked her apprehension. Moira ran to her car, head ducked against the pelting rain. She slid into the cool interior and slammed the door shut. The tingle continued to spread the lower portions of her back and outwards through her body. She glanced through the ripples of water streaming down her windshield with nonchalance. The slant of her hatchback made it hard to see anything behind her.

When she looked out her passenger side window, the rain could not hide the massive figure that stood beside a sleek silver sports car across the parking lot. A man, dressed in dark clothing, and a deep, hooded jacket hid most of his face. She could not deny the intensity of his attention. Oddly enough, he seemed focused entirely on her. What she thought to be a tingle of her impending reprimand intensified as she stared at this stranger. Why someone would be interested in her confused and frightened her. Squinting against the rain that distorted the man, she tried to determine if he could be Vick. No. This man stood at least a foot taller than her ex, and Vick did not drive a silver sports car. Moira tried to see the plate on the car, only to be given a split second clear view of the shield that decorated the front of the car.

Ferrari?

“Who the hell are you?” Moira asked herself. The man’s head lifted slightly. Moira thought for the craziest moment he had heard her.

Impossible.

Shaking her head, she stabbed the key into the ignition of her car and pulled out of the parking lot as quick as possible. Her nerves trembled. Billions of terrifying thoughts plagued her. Could Vick be so angry with her that he hired someone to keep her every move under wraps? Is she being stalked? Is Chase safe?

As Moira came around the building to reach the main road, she slowed down and deliberately looked to where the silver car sat. The rain did not appear to disturb the man. He turned and faced her once again. His arms crossed over his chest and he leaned back on the car door. A distressed moan escaped Moira’s lips as she pressed down on the accelerator. She searched her purse for her cell, flipped it open and called Rae.

“Tell me you’ve decided to play hookie and spend some time with me,” she greeted on the second ring.

“Look out the window and tell me if someone is there with a silver car,” Moira said with a rush of breath. Her heart raced. Waves of rushing blood crashed against her eardrums. Weakness spread throughout her body, her foot quivering against the pedal.

“There are about six silver cars in the parking lot.”

“Sports car.”

“Uh, yeah. Two. One is an Eclipse, the other looks like some sleek sucker of sorts.”

“What kind of car is it?”

“Girl, what has you caught up on that car? You sound paranoid. Ohh, don’t tell me Vick threatened you,” Rae groaned pointedly. Moira shook her head in response, but didn’t bother to vocalize her answer. The tires of her car skidded over a puddle of water and she pulled her trembling foot from the accelerator. The needle on her speedometer dropped from a dangerous fifty to thirty-five.

“Is there a man standing next to the car?”

“Umm…I don’t see…wait. No. No one is standing next to the car. There is someone inside, though.”

“Can you see him?”

“Moira, what the hell is going on? Do I need to go out there and beat this guy?”

The jingle of keys and the bustle of motion in her ear told her Rae prepared herself for a confrontation. The woman was fearless. When it boiled down to her closest friends, she willingly risked everything to give them peace of mind.

Moira laughed humorlessly. She turned into the mall.

“No, no. I think my imagination is getting the better of me. I thought the guy was watching me, but I’m a little edgy right now. I didn’t mean to startle—”

“It’s a Ferrari.”

“What?”

“You heard me. The guy’s driving a dream.”

“Is he leaving?”

“Like the wind.”

Moira didn’t say anything. She listened to Rae’s breath against the phone. A moment went by and the breathing accompanied the methodical pattering of rain.

“Hmm,” Rae murmured. Moira picked a parking spot close to the rear entrance beneath a light. Glancing about the area to make sure her boss wasn’t on a smoking break, she grabbed her umbrella from the back seat and readied it for her dash into the store. “He’s headed towards 80. Not towards the mall. Would you like me to see if I can follow him? My next appointment isn’t for an hour.”

“Don’t be silly, Rae. Like I said, it could’ve been my imagination. Don’t go getting yourself into trouble. I’ll see you later.”

Moira tucked her phone into her purse and took a deep breath. She closed her eyes and relaxed her head against the seat. He was just a man. Perhaps, he had been waiting for someone and she just happened to come out of the coffee shop at the same time. She didn’t know anyone with a Ferrari. She didn’t know anyone that had the stature of the man she had seen. She mentally assured herself that he was nothing more than a coincidence. The snowballing of events in her life finally seemed to turn against her, burning her out.

“Get yourself back on track. Chase is depending on you,” Moira whispered to herself. With a final deep breath, she prepared herself to return to work.

* * * *

Soaked, head to toe. Sopping wet, right to the bone.

It didn’t matter. He found her.

It had taken nearly a month to locate her. She consumed his every waking moment. She became his obsession, his goal, since that fateful afternoon in Ireland.

Sitting in the heated interior of his car, cruising down 80 at a leisurely pace, he called his sister.

“Brother,” the sweet soft voice greeted.

“Ri, I’ve located her. New Jersey.”

“Are you sure she is whom you claim? Keep in mind, she is human.”

“There is no doubt. She sensed my presence there.” He moved across the lanes and exited the highway. “Come out here. If you’re too weak to sift, I’ll pick you up from Newark Airport.”

“I will pack my belongings. Keep your phone close. I will contact you when I get a flight out of Shannon.”

“How is the weather on the isle?”

“Home sick, dear brother?”

He chuckled.

“Ahh, sweet sister, I have found a means of getting my life back. Nothing can deter me now. Not even home.” Guiding the luxurious car carefully along puddle-infested roads and around painful potholes, he added, “I purchased a townhouse in a lovely little town called Rockaway. I have a mountain view that is worth the breath it steals. There are two bedrooms, so worry naught your pretty little head over a place to stay. Once you arrive here, we’ll find a suitable car for you.”

“I wish to go shopping for clothes. I miss the style of the day.”

“I will take you to the classiest shops around. We can take a trip into Manhattan, should you wish.”

“Mmm. New York.”

“Pack you belongings and catch a flight, Rihanna. I’ll speak with you soon.” He disconnected the call as he pulled into the garage and parked his car. His body thrummed with the electricity of a life he had long been without. He fought the urge to turn around and find the young woman at the mall. Slow, he reminded. Slow and precise.

The last thing he wanted was to frighten the woman to wit’s end and, sweet goddess, have her lost from him forever.

The rain-slurred image of the woman entered his mind’s eye. He had seen her clearly in the coffee shop. She had been dressed in black pants and a burgundy tunic sweater. With her hair pulled into a professional twist at the back of her head, curls escaped to brush against her pretty face. A month ago, she appeared the majestic picture of a strong, certain woman. Today, she appeared fragile and troubled. She sparked something acute within him, deep enough to inflict guilt with the knowledge of where he headed next.

“In the name of all that is Fae, the woman doesn’t know you exist, Shaye,” he muttered to himself. He clamped his hands over the steering wheel. She may not know you exist, but you know she is real, he argued. “Ah, bloody hell. One more night. Then, it’s over.”

With his decision made, he went into the house and changed into a dry pair of jeans and a leather jacket. After tonight, his life would change, forever.

* * * *

Tonight, she chose silk. Silk of the finest quality, sheer and a lovely shade of sunlight gold. A shade that enhanced the mystical beauty woven through her being. A sultry smile lifted her lush pink lips as she posed in front of the mirror.

Daeanna drank in the image of herself. No man could deny her. No man would ever wish to reject a night in her bed. How could they? Long, slender legs, full breasts, deep curves. Rich hair of golden hues. Amber eyes that could make a man fall to his knees and beg to be her slave. She stood as the epitome of perfection and sexual desire, the creation in men’s dreams. She was the very being they pined to have.

The knowledge that the one man she desired above all else rejected her not once, but twice, spouted anguish within her.

The knock on her door could not have come any sooner. She slipped the silken sleeve from one shoulder, her sheath dipping dangerously low over one of her succulent breasts.

“You may enter,” she granted, her voice heavy with a sexual prowess that always got her what she wanted. She moved fluidly to her chaise and lounged back in the plush red cushioning. The door to her chambers opened moments later, preceded by a faint air of frustration, both emotional as well as physical. Her heart leaped at the sight of her beautiful Fae. Her ultimate love. The one being women around the world swooned for.

Not all seemed as pleasant as she pretended, or imagined.

The kaleidoscope of color that filled his eyes threaded with the deepest of hatred. Black. Serpents of disgust. The cut of his strong jaw set with resentment. The sensuous mouth she thoroughly enjoyed tasting spoke silent promises of revenge. Her life, her god, hated her with no reserve. The passion that fed his hatred fed her dream of a possible change of heart.

Silence ensued as her eyes coursed over his body. Tailored black pants hugged the tight mound of his buttocks, but hid the strength in his long legs. He wore a charcoal grey, button-down shirt, which did little to conceal the muscular build of his chest and arms. His collar fell open at the neck to reveal the gold medallion she had given him, a small, circular medallion engraved with an ancient runic pledge. A pair of engraved cuffs hid beneath his shirt. They were always hidden. He wore them as if they shamed him.

He tipped his chin up and glared at her down the length of his sharp nose.

“My lovely Shaye. You have come to me this eve. I began to worry you would pass by my chambers without a visit.”

“Don’t play word games with me, you twisted witch.”

That stung, like jagged lightning bolts through her heart. Still, her lips curled in a challenging grin. No man would ever disrespect her. She is a princess to the Tuatha de Danann. Her father ruled over all Faerie persons. Not even the sinful man standing before her would lay a blow to her—as he just did—and walk away without punishment.

Fury billowed in his eyes. He knew the consequences of his words and didn’t give a damn.

“I speak no games. Your words are poison in my home, and I will not hear them.”

“You hear them every eve. You will continue to do so until you release me from this curse.”

“I saved your life that eve at the inn. My father wished for your head and I delivered you from Death.”

“Daeanna, do not attempt to reconcile with me.”

She watched him come over to her, each step slow, deliberate. She could feel her heart race as he came to her side. She may control whom he bedded, but he always held the upper hand during their intimacies.

He lifted one knee on the chaise beside her hip. Daeanna gazed up at him, all massive Fae. For decades, she had the pleasure of him in her bed. Nightly. And never could she tire of him.

“Take your hair down, sweetness,” she purred. Shaye lifted an angular brow then narrowed his eyes as he continued to pierce her with his gaze. He never looked below her eyes. Never lingered on her sweet lips or touched the curves of her body. Here she lay for him, and he never seemed to notice.

“`Tis not for you to enjoy.”

You are for me to enjoy.” She sat up enough to touch the medallion resting on his chest. “All of you, as I please.”

“I do not conform to the wishes of any woman. You are no exception.”

“Ahh, but you do. I am the only woman you will ever conform to for pleasure.” She grabbed the medallion and pulled it, bringing Shaye’s face down to hers. His hands flew out, catching himself before falling on top of her. “I am the only woman who can give you pleasure.” Daeanna tipped her head and brushed her lips over his. She felt the muscles in his neck stiffen. A sense of gratification swept through her. She curled her leg around his, lifting her knee against his swollen groin. She teased him, rubbing the length of him. He glowered down on her as a grunt came from his throat. Drawing upon her most seductive tone, she cooed, “I feel you need me. Against my knee. Put your hands on me. Undress me like the lover I am to you and you may have your release.”

The rich chuckle that touched her ears did wonders throughout her body. She imagined his hands caressing her, admiring her body, exploring what she offered him.

Nothing more than a moment’s dream that made her sigh. Instead, she felt his hand shove her beautiful silk sheath up to her stomach. His fingers touched her only to open her legs to him. He took her wrists in one iron hand and pinned them over her head.

Then, she felt him. In a split second, his pants were unzipped, erection released, and he thrusted completely inside her. Her body yielded to him through the instantaneous sharp pain. She tried to free her hands, but he roughly reminded her he possessed the strength and she lay at his mercy. He showed no care to tend to her needs.

In minutes, he spurt his pent up frustration inside her. He left her body, released her wrists and straightened up on his feet. Daeanna opened her eyes and looked up at him. Shaye sneered.

“You filthy wench. Look at you. You wished for me to be bound to your bed, and your bed alone. Do you enjoy what I give you each eve? Do you thrash in the thralls of passion?” Shaye spat. He adjusted his belt and his sneer turned into a bitter smile. “Aye, you saved me from certain death of which the details remain a mystery. To condemn me to your demands. Still, you have no control over me. You, Daeanna, are not capable of bending another’s will to your likings. Remember, I am Talaenian. Humans are my cousins. My will is my own, and you will never be able to conform me. I denied you pleasure before that fateful eve. I denied you on two separate accounts. What would make you believe I would crawl to your side now?”

“You killed four innocent women, Shaye. Remember who I am to you. Your savior,” Daeanna scowled, her anger mounting to match Shaye’s. Slowly, she sat up on the chaise and situated her sheath. Shaye crossed his arms over his chest and stood with his feet apart. Despite his inferiority to her, he intimidated her. Shaye had all the features of a god. She has yet to cross another being who could match his look, his charm and his wit. “Perhaps I should deem you unworthy of saving. Do you wish to be placed before Court—before my father—and experience the wrath of Dagda?”

“Your threats are as hollow as your heart.” Shaye turned his back to her and left the room, leaving Daeanna seething on the edge of the chaise.

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Shadow Hunter ~ Prologue, Chapter One -Rated R

Sunday, April 25th, 2010

KARA WILLS

Copyright © 2009

Prologue

“Put the gun down, Joshua. Put it downNOW!”

A series of rustles and rattles drew him from the corner of the lightless kitchen and through the dining room. The distinct click of a rifle engaging its bullet ignited a new level of fear in the already electric air. Shrieks of terror erupted from a young girl and her mother.

“Listen to me. No one wants to hurt you. If you lay the weapon down, we can all walk out of here. I swear. I will not allow my men to harm you,” the negotiator bribed. It was textbook. Too textbook.

The suspect’s sinful laugh confirmed the Shadow Hunter’s every suspicion as to how this would end.

Slipping closer to the living room, unseen, he stopped to the side of the doorway that opened to the stand-off. He released his spirit into the hot zone to assess the situation.

He spotted the family. Mother and child pressed together in a corner between a wall and the stairs with no possible escape. A small table lay on its side at the little girl’s cut and bleeding feet. Water, ruined flowers and shards of ceramic sprayed over the worn wooden floor. Joshua stood between the casually dressed officer and his family. Pure evil shrouded the man who held his terrified family hostage—Dear God. A rifle at his daughter’s head! Black serpents of hatred licked and coiled around his emotionless soul as he stood, barefoot, amongst the ceramic pieces. Very seldom did a cop catch this telltale bit of information. So, they called on the Shadow Hunter.

The negotiator stood with a Kevlar vest protecting his chest. He held no weapon, no gun. He was, however, wired as a necessary protocol so his team could hear what transpired in this dark situation. Three armed officers stood at different points outside the ramshackle cottage, guns at the ready. The Shadow Hunter’s spirit form sensed the presence of the officers, hovering beneath the windows of the room. His spirit moved to the suspect holding the rifle. The negotiator tried to coax the man to move the barrel away from his daughter’s head, away from his wife. His spirit stopped directly in front of Joshua and stared into glassy eyes. He reached deep into his soul, searching for a means to end this situation peacefully. Just as soon as he touched the man’s soul, he retracted. This one was lost, with a soul so foul and devoured in evil it left nothing worth saving. The steady hold of his rifle aimed at his daughter proved just that. Not a tremble touched his hands, not a bead of sweat laced his otherwise greasy face. His breathing remained steady and regular. Dammit. The man was calm!

He pulled his spirit back into his body.

“They’ll die before me. Nothin’ you say changes my mind. Death don’t fright’n me. Your promises are shit! They’re not worth nothin’! You hear? Nothin’!” Joshua barked. He jerked the barrel toward his wife. The poor lady cringed, shaking uncontrollably as she tucked her little girl’s head further into her chest, hiding her from the threatening weapon.

“Let your family go, Joshua. They have done nothing to deserve a death sentence,” the negotiator said

Sensing a twitch of Joshua’s index finger against the trigger, the Shadow Hunter bolted into action. With the lithe agility of a panther, he released one short sword and let it cut through a single hanging lamp in the center of the cramped room. A mass of confusion instantly ensued as a shower of sparks fell over the room, leaving darkness in its stead. He made his way quick and silent across the room, knocking the rifle from Joshua’s hand. The man had condemned himself to death and the Shadow Hunter would be the deliverer of that sentence.

The little girl’s screams echoed in his ears as he drew his dagger across Joshua’s neck with one swift motion. He tossed the gurgling man away from the family, away from the girl he knew had been sprayed with her father’s blood. With time ticking away and his escape imperative, he crouched down next to the huddled mother and child.

“You are safe now. He will not hurt you again,” he whispered.

Shocking white flashlight beams swung wildly over the room. Two beams found the dead man on the rug. One fixed on him.

“Hey!” an officer shouted.

He bolted from the room and out of the house before anyone had a chance to stop him.

 

Chapter One

An easy four hours lingered ahead until the sun would rise to announce a new day, a new assignment. He redressed in his dark clothing, adjusting the simple cloth mask that hid his face from the bridge of his nose down to beneath his chin. His muscles were relaxed, his body sated for the time being. He was human and needed release in one fashion or another. Since a normal relationship was out of the question—a yearning sought in futile soil, from a time long past—he found momentary solace in high-priced escorts. This one, a petite bleached-blond with surgical breast implants and many other alterations, had been a pleasure in every physical sense of the word.

Oh, how parting brought such sweet sorrow.

Yeah, right, he thought venomously. A bitter laugh crept from the depths of his throat as he swung his cloak around his shoulders and fastened it with a gold and ruby broach, one of the few pieces of jewelry from his beloved mother. He cherished it more than anything. That, and a gold, ruby and diamond ring that he wore around his neck. God rest her soul.

“What’s the joke?” the little primped sex toy asked, her voice sultry and sexually heated. He glanced at her naked figure sprawled over the mussed bed sheets. She chewed on her index finger before her hand slowly crept toward the lower planes of her body. “You still have another hour, and we’re just getting started.”

“Finish yourself off, by all means. I have business to attend to.” He took his leave without hesitation or regret, without any residue of sexual hunger or lingering thoughts of what had come to pass. He took the poorly lit stairwell down to the ground floor and slipped out of the hotel, undetected.

Crisp coolness laced the night. A gentle breeze rustled the changing leaves, creating a solemn symphony for listening ears. Autumn had arrived in full force. A huddle of crows pecked at a rotting animal corpse along the road, their caws summoning the rest of the flock. Other than the nocturnal wildlife and himself, the world was devoid of activity.

He walked just inside the perimeter of trees that stretched along the road as one with his surroundings. He had been taught in strict compliance with the power of his mind and the power of his senses. He could feel the disturbance in the air if something—or someone—pursued him. He could hear footsteps at a distance considered humanly impossible. He had only begun to understand the concept of mind-see, a gift of seeing another person through their own eyes. Only a handful of people in the world possessed such a gift.

He found eternal companionship in Solitude. The sensuous fingers of the curling breeze and the silent whispers of darkness in his ears were constant reminders of his damnation. This cold, ruthless, mocking reality was his daily hell. After all, he was the Shadow Hunter.

He rounded the high wall that housed his private sanctuary and entered through the wrought iron gates. He hunched his shoulders forward to brace himself against the chill of the strengthening wind hampering his ascent up the long drive. His gaze lifted to a shadow-cloaked statue far off to his left, but he never hesitated in stride until he reached the front doors.

The front door pulled open and a tall, stately man with thick salt-and-pepper hair, mussed from bed, stepped aside, allowing his entrance into the sparsely lit foyer.

“Sir, you were out late this evening,” the man murmured groggily. He wore a long robe that settled unevenly on his shoulders, striped night pants and wool-lined slippers. Strokes of red marred the right side of his face from his pillow. His eyelids hung heavily, threatening a pleasant nap while he stood.

“I apologize for disturbing your sleep, Martin. I assure you, all is well this evening.” He shrugged the heavy black cloak from his shoulders and into Martin’s receiving hands. “I best head off to bed. I need to be up by dawn. I have a very curious client I must meet with tomorrow evening and I wish to watch his routine during the day.”

“Ahh, yes. We wouldn’t want harm to come upon a good man, such as yourself,” Martin said sincerely, a deep yawn slurring the last of his sentence.

“Thank you,” he murmured. A small smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. “Unfortunately, many do not perceive me the way you do, old friend.”

* * * *

Clara sprung up in bed, hair matted to her sweaty face. A lone howl from a wolf curled within the early fall breeze. Tree branches scraped the window panes, shrieking in her ears, beckoning the onset of goose bumps over her body. She climbed out of the heavily covered bed, slid into a pair of slippers and slowly began to check the desolate cabin tucked beneath the cloak of night. The microwave clock in the kitchen blazed the time in bright green numbers: 3:11. The television showed the latest development of a hostage situation and the convenient arrival of the infamous Shadow Hunter who murdered the suspect and managed to flee the scene before cops could apprehend him.

Brushing tangled strands of hair behind her ears, she slipped through each room, ensuring all the locks on the windows were in place. She drew each set of curtains closed. She had fallen asleep unintentionally, ultimately forgetting her lockdown routine.

The cabin had been built fifteen years earlier by her father. Since the untimely death of her mother five years ago, her father had lost his love for the cabin. He had offered it to Clara, and she used it as a retreat.

As of late, the need to escape brought her deep within the mountains of New York State quite often.

Now, she feared her private sanctuary, her secret hideaway, had been breached. No one knew about the cabin aside of her parents. Not even Chris or her closest friends. Clara had kept it a secret from the world. Lately, second thoughts about her upcoming wedding and Chris’s sudden change in attitude drove her to her refuge more often than not. The last thing she wanted was her fiancé following her up from New Jersey and stalking her like a jealous husband.

The breaking news about the hostage situation and the Shadow Hunter had her on edge. That’s all.

Coming to the last window, Clara peeked into the blackness. Silver eyes stared back at her, unmoving. She gasped, her heart fluttering enough to weaken her knees momentarily until she came to her senses.

“Only an animal, Clara. You’re in the boonies, remember?” she whispered to herself, breath fogging the chilled glass. Nevertheless, she ensured the windows were secured, pulled the curtains and headed back to her room. As she climbed into bed, the ring of her cell phone pierced through the silence, causing her heart to skip and her stomach to churn. She was a bundle of nerves, and for no good reason. She answered the caller before the second ring.

“Clara, where the hell are you? I’ve been trying to get in touch with you all day! Your dad keeps telling me that you’re out and he hasn’t heard from you! Why haven’t you picked up your phone? Where are you? What are you doing?”

Clara cringed at Chris’s heated tone.

“I’m booked into a hotel. I thought I told you about my conference tomorrow. Why are you calling me now? It’s after three in the morning and you sound as if you haven’t slept at all,” Clara shot back. She curled beneath the security of the down comforters layered on her bed and burrowed her head into the pillows. A woman’s moan in the background drew her attention. “Who’s there with you?”

“It’s the TV. Who’d you think would be here other than you? We’re getting married in a month. I’m not about to cheat on the woman I love. Anyhow, back to the conference. I wasn’t aware of it. It’s not written on the calendar, and since no one heard from you all day, you had me worried. When are you coming home?”

“I should be back tomorrow evening sometime. I’ll call you when I’m heading home. Let me go to sleep. I have to get up early.” Clara yawned. She shut her eyes and waited for Chris’s goodnight.

“I love you, baby. Have a good day tomorrow.”

“Love you too. ‘Night.” Clara tucked the phone under the mattress so she would not be disturbed by any more check up calls.

* * * *

Chris shoved the girl off his lap and tossed his phone across the room. His vision tunneled, black around the edge, as fury swept through him. He watched the girl compose herself, her chin tilted skyward, her haphazardly dressed figure straight and proud. Chris snorted, climbing off the bed. He grabbed the bottle of whiskey from his dresser.

“You ever—ever!—pull a stunt like that again, Mag, and I’ll make sure you never open your mouth as long as you live. Got that? You know what you could’ve done if Clara thought I had another girl here? Screwed me! Royally screwed me,” He took a swig of the amber liquid before slamming the bottle back on the dresser hard enough for the mirror to quiver. He approached the bed once again, the ever-defiant Mag still sitting in the center of the disheveled sheets, her lace teddy open and her breasts pearled against the chill of his condo. She slowly spread her legs apart, taunting him with the shadowed apex of her thighs.

“I don’t see what that girl has that I don’t. Come on, let’s face it. You’re not happy with her, otherwise you wouldn’t have me here to satisfy you in ways she could only dream of,” Mag said.

Chris’s eyes narrowed. “Clara is my fiancée. She’ll be a permanent fixture in my life, whether we like it or not. You’re a whore and everyone knows it. I enjoy everything you do, but let’s face it.” Chris stepped up to the bed and combed his fingers back through Mag’s hair. He led her parted lips to his engorged staff. “You can never provide the façade I need to keep my ass out of jail and keep my business rolling. Clara is the perfect girl-next-door type. Until a time when I don’t need Clara, we deal. Now, be a good little whore and do what you do best.”

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